1. |
The Impossible
04:36
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You’ve got a heart like china
It’s fragile but it’s so fine yeah
When it gets used in the proper way
No doubt that life gets crazy
But who would be thought of as lazy
Don’t you get tired every day?
You’re still tearing around praying it gets you love
It’s never going to happen
What you’ve been searching for was here all the time
And there’s no mistaking now
That together we could do anything at all
And when you feel I’m here with you
You’re gonna see the impossible be
Sometimes I might seem far away
But with me you will know exactly what to say
And when you take me there with you
I can make the impossible be
I know your love for vinyl
The way you think crisps are vital
How your longing for joy can get misplaced
I know the questions in you
‘Cause no-one sees you like I do
Dying to meet your hopes face to face
And you’re still running around like it’ll get you there
It’s never going to happen
What you’ve been counting on was here all the time
And there’s no mistaking now
That together we could do anything at all
And when you feel I’m here with you
You’re gonna see the impossible be
Sometimes I might seem far away
But with me you will know exactly what to say
And when you take me there with you
I can make the impossible be
And there’s no question anywhere, not anymore
Sky’s the limit, we can do anything at all
And when you feel I’m here with you
You’re gonna see the impossible be
Sometimes I might seem far away
But with me you will know exactly what to say
And when you take me there with you
I can make the impossible be
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2. |
Home Soon
04:44
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Well the light has all gone
And the night has crept in
There’s a gathering fog
But I have to begin
(And I’ll be home soon, I will be home soon)
And a thousand high lamps
Circle round up above
But it don’t make much difference
’Til I’m back with my love
(And I’ll be home soon, I will be home soon)
I came out here to play
And I sang the old songs
I was watching the dancing
But it’s time I was gone
(And I’ll be home soon, I will be home soon)
‘Cos there’s only me here
With my old four-wheeled lady
Together alone
In a strange empty tarmac world
(And I’ll be home soon, I will be home soon)
And the radio man says it’s getting discordant
But I won’t let it all get to me
Oh I’ve got chords in my head
A future celestial harmony
Now what good would it do
To be scared and nonplussed
At what we’re coming to
‘Stead of who came to us
(and what he did, and what he’ll do,
and where we’ll go now)
And so many around
Say they don’t wanna hear
That this feeling should die
But you kill what you fear
And this night gives way
To tomorrow’s day
I will be home soon
So the radio man says we’re going to pieces
But I won’t let it all get to me
Oh I’ve got chords in my head
A future celestial harmony
And if I could get signal I’d phone up the station
The time can’t be so very far away
I’ll hear that song that’s in my soul
A future celestial roundelay
And I’ll be home soon
I will be home soon
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3. |
Got Me Too
05:44
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There's no place in a changing world
For these old sounds and shirts
You might as well admit
What used to cut it now just hurts
It's been your job to lead the song
But too much hair is turning grey
And every note betrays a link with dreaded yesterday
You used to rock and roll for me
And said you'd lose your soul for me
Perhaps you thought the words would be enough
Where will you run to? What you gonna do?
Don't worry ‘bout it son, they got me too
Did you forget they got me too?
Sure, no-one will be heard to lob expletives up at you
But you can hear them wondering if you're
The best that they can do
So lift your eyes up from the floor
And take your hand up off the plough
To finally find we’ve gone and moved ahead
Without you now
There was a time when you were green
'Cos meeting me'd changed everything
'Till friends all said their piece, then left and stuff
But their bike shed jabber belongs to me, not you
Don't mind about it son, they got me too
And didn't I call you my dear one
Haven't I called you mine
Did we put in some time my son
Did we invest some time
Will I not make you wise old chum
No need for all this whining
Won't it be quite the ride my son
Not for your want of trying
Everyone prefers a bright young smile
To cheer them on in life
But deeper than your sense of style
That is or isn't rife
Is the understanding, peace-soaked soul
I've been crafting you to be
Your parents called it discipline
I call it living free
And if you have a role for me
You’re gonna get into some holes for me
I did say you'd not quite be wrapped in fluff
So just keep in mind I've been there before you
Trust that tough love, my boy, I've got you too
And didn't I call you my dear one
Haven't I called you mine
Did we put in some time my son
Did we invest some time
Will I not make you wise old chum
No need for all this whining
Won't it be quite the ride my son
Not for your want of trying
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4. |
Hurricane
04:16
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You’ve been walking that well worn path
again, my friend
Forgetting it’s only a dark dead end, since when
You’re seeing danger and darkness there
Wherever you turn
Where’s all that innocence you’ve worked
so hard to learn?
The broadband’s on, the TV’s up to drown out the noise
Then you find too late it only amplified,
intensified the noise
Ooh, there’s a hurricane, hurricane
Raging through to your heart and your mind again
Don’t be shaken, don’t be swept along
Know this hurricane soon will be gone
You always knew this world was a broken affair,
nothing new there
If every hour you only cower in despair
What will it repair?
And if your deepest fear came here to
take your world apart
Could you still carry everything you’ll
ever need in your heart?
And though you don’t need another
Cut-price platitude today
There’s no shame in asking what you’ll really
need the storm can snatch away
Ooh, there’s a hurricane, hurricane
Raging through to your heart and your mind again
Don’t be shaken, don’t be swept along
Know this hurricane soon will be gone
So be strong and hold on to the promise
(Don’t go walking that well worn path again)
(Don’t be shaken up by this hurricane)
Grab that rope, there’s still hope, that’s a promise
(Someday every thing will be explained)
(Won’t be long and there won’t be no more pain)
Hold that line for a time, you’ve been promised
(Don’t be shaken up by this hurricane)
(Someday every thing will be explained)
So be strong and hold on to the promise
Ooh, there’s a hurricane, hurricane
Raging through to your heart and your mind again
Don’t be shaken, don’t be swept along
Know this hurricane soon will be gone
It’s a hurricane, hurricane
Crashing through and it’s driving you half insane
Rest assured now you’re gonna come out strong
When at long last the hurricane’s gone
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5. |
Sunshine
03:42
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You’re sunshine in a person form
A rainbow in a thunderstorm
You make the greyest Monday fun
And you see the best in everyone
And everyone has days of doubt
But when the mojo’s running out
If you should feel inadequate
I will run to be your advocate
‘Cause you bring a smile everywhere you go
Like sunshine and pink trees and fields of snow
And everyone we know says so
And though these are things I can’t say -
the damned Englishness gets in the way -
That doesn’t make these words less true
And I hope someday I’ll hear them too
Oh I’ll hear them soon from someone too
But you bring a smile everywhere you go
Like blankets on cold days with sheets of snow
Oh you bring a smile everywhere you go
How can it be you don’t seem to know
When everyone we know says so?
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6. |
Brand New Thing
04:31
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Sooner or later, need a space to just be you
I never would’ve guessed these carriages would do
So now our talks are full of tracks we wanna see
I’ll get on board with it, let’s see what this could be
Brand new thing
(I never knew it, I never saw it coming)
For a brand new life
(And I’m all for it, don’t wanna stop it happening)
It’s a brand new world now
It’s not the usual but what if it’s you?
You all did well to make adjustments when you heard!
Come, solidarity of sisters’ whispered word
And as the avalanche moves toward this frozen lake
At least we know what bridges we’ve got left to remake
Brand new life
(I never knew it, I should’ve seen it coming)
In a brand new world
(I’m grateful for it, I wouldn’t stop it happening)
Got a brand new thing for you
What if it’s ours and what if it’s now?
Now
You keep on learning all the time
There’s always room to change your mind
The whole world is coming out in your corner
Come look to our brand new life
It’s not the one that we’ve known
Remember no-one learns alone
So we can only come out of here stronger you know
Beautiful beautiful friends all come out to say:
‘Let that cold dead stone roll on itself away’
Walk with those who weep
And know that it matters to the Lord
To catch the bus with room for every soul on board
Brand new world
(We never knew it, we should’ve seen it coming)
With a brand new thing
(We’re looking to it, we’re gonna see it happen)
There’s a brand new life coming
Hope for the future and hoping it’s soon
Soon
We’ll find we’re learning all the time
(we’re learning, lifelong learning!)
No shame if you’ve changed your mind
The whole world is coming out in your corner
Come work for our brand new life
It’s not the one that we’ve known
Remember no one walks alone
Yes we can surely come out of here stronger
Here’s hoping we see it soon
We get new data all the time
No shame if you’ve changed your mind
The whole world is coming out in your corner
Come look to our brand new life
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7. |
Tiny Love
03:57
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Keep tripping over furniture
That we don’t recognise
We’ve never known such overwhelming need
To shut our eyes
And we’d go make a coffee
If you’d let us leave the room
We’ve never used the mop this often
But we’re keeping schtum
‘Cause we planned, prepared for you
Well ahead of time
And we bought or borrowed
Every book that we could find
‘Till we both were sure
There was nothing you could ever throw our way
That we weren’t waiting for
But no-one said how overwhelmed
with future hope we’d be
Whenever you would look around or grin
And how were we to know that we could
Melt because of chubby cheeks
And know a tiny love that just tops everything
We’ve now discerned the hungry cry
From the tired one we think
No longer seems so odd to rinse pyjamas in the sink
Still we’ve never seen the sun come up
This many times before
We’re sure we once were able
To engage our brains much more
But we planned, prepared for you well ahead of time
And we read, devoured every book that we could find
And we both were sure
There was nothing you could ever throw our way
That we weren’t waiting for
But no one said… etc
We hope you outgrow this cot
And overtake your wildest dream
We hope you belly laugh and show us how it’s done
We hope that one day you grow up big and strong
and change the world
But don’t forget that you’ve already rocked our one
‘Cause nobody told us just how much of our
own selves we’d see
Whenever you look up at us and grin
And how were we to know that there’s no word
For just how proud we’d be
Or for a tiny love that completely tops everything
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8. |
Theme and Variations
15:45
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1
It took no force
Took no pressure to break your heart
I never realised what I’d done
Don’t want no friends
I’ll just hurt them all over again
I don’t think I’ll come back from this one
No I won’t do a thing today
In case I make someone blue
Anyway, if I sleep all day then I won’t remember you
Unfiltered words
Made your soul burn a darker blue
Pushed your heart far away from my own
It took no force
Didn’t take any thought at all
And no thought helps me not rather be alone.
Now when I’m feeling lost as I do
There’s a thing that reminds me of you
It’s the song that we learned by the river
And the melody cushions the sting
(Where there is injury, Your pardon Lord)
But just now I’m not sure I can sing
(So much to be consoled as to console)
Sing the song that we learned by the river
The song that we learned by the river once again
2
Taking notes on a life mostly feels more profane than divine
But I choose to believe this time
I’ll remember the promise given to me from the start
Trying to sing in a world that, at times, leaves you practically mime
But I choose to believe this time
That my new song’ll reach you - we can’t be so far apart
It is confidence that all we hope for will be
It’s the sure resolution that we don’t yet see
It’s the first darkened step while we’re waiting for dawn
Take heart, be strong
I’m not of where I live
I’ve more hope than I ever thought mine
Yes I choose to believe this time
That a day even brighter has been waiting there for so long
It is confidence that all we hope for will be
It’s the sure resolution that we don’t yet see
It’s the first darkened step as we wait for the dawn
Keep faith, go long
Take heart, keep on
Singing the song that we learned at the river
The song that we learned at the river
Only the song that we learned at the river
The song that we learned at the river
Once again
3
Oh heart
Must we bring heavy things with us?
Don’t start
When this one’s been so generous
I’m looking at the love
I’m looking at the love
This precious daughter
The rope that she’s offering you
Unfathomed worth
Gonna pull you from out of the blue
Be kind
You don’t know her story or her mind
Think slow
And don’t forget your own advice
I’m looking at the love
(Can’t ignore what you heard her say)
I’m looking at the love
(All the love we could ever hope to hold)
I’m looking at the love
(She told you she won’t ever go away)
I’m looking at the love
Don’t take for granted
The song that she’s offering you
Discordant words
Make a soul burn a sad kind of blue
4
You look past all my faults and quirks
You’ll never understand how precious that is to me
(so I don’t know why I do this)
Whichever way I stood or I fell that day
You pick me up and drive me home
(so I know you don’t deserve this)
You know I’ll always be better for you
I know I panic and lash out it’s true
but dammit
You make a racket when you eat
And pick the fluff out of your feet at dinner time
And pleasing you’s impossible
We’ll never be compatible I guess
Since you act like you do
But I’m looking at the love
I’m looking at the love (all the love we could never hope to hold)
You know I’ll always be better for you
I shouldn’t blame you the way that I do
but dammit
You make a racket when you eat
And when we play you always cheat at Christmastime
(What kind of planet were you born on?)
It’s always so impossible (What kind of farmyard were you raised on?!)
You’ll never be compatible you know
The world says so
‘Cos you’re the way you are!
5
Coming down off anger like some bad dark market drug
The upper hand is cool
But know the time will pull the rug
Oh my God I’ve just kicked both our hearts to the kerb
Paint a sign on everything that says please don’t disturb
I’m looking at THE LOVE!!!!!
Oh, have I learned nothing?
Am I ever gonna learn to lose this mouth?
My head won’t stop spinning
Just what hope do I have of working this out?
If you love anything
Then your heart will be wrung and maybe even broken
If you don’t love anyone
You’re gonna make it impossibly hard
But if you love anything
Then your heart will be wrung and maybe even broken
If you won’t love anyone...
And you don’t just misplace what we had
No you can’t just forget all of that
So has the song that we learned by the river gone away
Now we’ve both played the blues?
And who’d ever have thought we could lose
Lose the song that we learned by the river
One dark day?
Every toast I ever make
I’ll drink to your memory
Who would say there’d come a day
That you’d have forgotten me?
6
But there’s no song
That would bring you back over here
I must do more than just vary the theme
For you’ve moved on
You’re at peace so I guess I can be
You know I’m trying to be better for you.
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m e r f y Ealing, UK
Based in Ealing, west London. Solo singer-songwriter project turned acoustic live trio. Vocal harmonies, folk/jazz-tinged guitars and thoughtful, uplifting lyrics.
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